I hate it when you know exactly what you wanna say, but are unsure how you should say it.

I'm talking about the coursework in Sociology I'm currently writing. I'm now on the last question for the essay. I know the answer but then I don't know how to put it into words. If this were an interview, or a debate, I could just talk and talk. But it isn't. Instead, this is a college essay to be submitted and be reviewed by someone who doesn't know me at all. I wish I could include the exact tone of my sentences in essays. Like the exact tone.

I really really need to take a course on essay writing. I'm always slow when it comes to this matter. I could talk well, even infront of others but writing is my waterloo. Sometimes I question it because I know lots of people who are both good in writing and speaking. I wish I have those skills, too.

Anyway, as if I have other choice. I need to finish this no matter what.